Idiot I Am

 

I'mReally Stupid

Down

Pain

Sob

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i started writing blog at 5.17p.m.

wonder why am i having day off today

because i got myself in accident today

my first time of involving in an accident

carry a motobike

at 12.4++

i'm going back to the factory

when i'm going to turn left

i fell down

i couldnt remember how am i fell down from the bike

as long as when my brain sent PAIN impulses to me

i realised i  tumbled

then i felt that my chin knocked the ground

blood burst out

i wiped it with my palm--all with blood

and i forced myself to stand up

I am scared

and i sat in the middle of the road with my bike

a car past by and stopped

the driver--

i couldnt remember what races was him--but not chinese

asked me to sit aside

and yean kee's mother rushed from her house

soon there were many people all around me

told me to call my dad

luckily my handphone was not ruined

and my spectacle too

*specially thanked the one who picked my spec up*

*it was tough*not damaged too*

aunty leaded me to her house

and let me sat down

my colleague was there too*coincidence*

then i'm in total chaos

knowing how to tear only

Tears streaming down my cheeks*non-stop*

my dad came in few minutes

then he took me to clinic

really painful T_T

sure i shouted and shrilled in the clinic

*but i dont care*

the doctor again

gave me an injection

rinse and disinfect my wound

apply some paste on it

my leg--swelled

knee

my beloved chin

i dont want scar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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sometimes i am frustrated with myself

others may expect that i can take good care of myself

and i did believed that i can rely on myself too

but i realise that i am not that capable

you may mistaken as a brilliant girl,i am smart

but i'm not

yet i hope that i can manage and protect myself

★I'm an idiot and i am annoyed with this

♥i need you by my side when i'm weak