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10.30.2009

我错了吗..



今天又有唱歌..
看到yean kee哭了..
害我也哭了..

我错了啦..
原来我们班真的都没有团结过..
当然当中有很多人都很有heart的..
但是我也不明白..真的不明白
为什么有的人依然还是一样..
都要毕业了..
可以聚在一起的时间也少之又少..
怎么还可以那么铁石心肠..

或许我们真的不是很close..
但是同班的日子我真的都把你们当好朋友了..
无奈的是..
今天提出要在15号去铭璨家开火锅party..
本来是很兴致勃勃的..
但是后来......................
班上大部分男生都不要出席..
原因是不得空..我真的不知道考试后有什么好忙的..

真的很hurt我们..
我们一番心意..想要让大家聚一聚
毕竟也很少这样的机会了..
一次??会很多吗??
真的很hard feeling.............

唉..算了
不要去就算了..
不要再浪费力气要你们去..
有心就算多忙都会出席..

还是有很有心的人..
铭璨啦..肯借出屋子让我们开party..
阿白啦..答应载我们去买材料.
谢拉..说要带冰
凌和宁..要带煲..
欣,茜,君还有很多都很支持..

你们不去就算了..
勉强也没幸福..
我们要玩得开心点..yeah

ps:今天不知为什么那么倒霉..
无端端被人骂..
我自己都不知发生了什么事..
boycott你!!

10.29.2009

快要毕业..

wednesday




期待已久的唱歌练习终于开始了..
×××hoho,因为不用上课×××


以前真的很期待毕业..
希望可以不用再背着沉重的书包..
不再对着书碎碎念..
可以做自己喜欢的事..
以为长大了就有自由做自己喜欢的事..


可是..不
终于来到了这个时刻..
...................
一点也不想再往前进..
想拥有多一点的时间和同学一起念书,谈天,讨论..上课
可以永远不要毕业吗??


唱着骊歌..
真的很不舍得同学和老师们..
再让我想多一点我们的回忆..
我看我的眼泪真的会飙出来..
希望毕业典礼那天沉得住..
不要狂哭就好..


要好好珍惜这几个礼拜..
我们的相处时间越来越少..


不想毕业....
为什么一定要毕业..T^T

10.26.2009

与光学师的约会..

今天去验眼睛..
之前一直很担心眼睛近视度会加深很多..
因为每天我都对着电脑..
所以还蛮怕变成个瞎子>.< 戴眼镜的人就知道戴眼镜很麻烦.. 出街都要靠眼睛.. 有时没带又晚上..就更加看不到 连别人的脸都朦朦的. 五官都不懂跑去哪里了..

讨厌戴眼镜所以外出就带con..
上课补习就会戴眼镜>.< 因为 1)带con上学很麻烦,要早起身
2)怕它掉..
3)懒惰..

去美都验眼..
结果测试后每只眼睛加深了25~
呼............
还好..比我想象的好太多了

哈哈..
我终于换框了..
但是不知道看不看得惯..
因为我戴无框的戴了5年...
很oudate吧?

哈哈~从没有换过..
所以我也蛮担心..
现在全部都在流行粗框眼镜..
所以我也佩了个.^^''

紫色的..我的最爱
不过不会很显眼的紫..很深
希望换了我还看得惯丫..^^

真的要好好照顾眼睛..
近视真的很麻烦..

10.25.2009

precious word..

Maybe it is true that we dont know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we dont know what we have been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back.

It only takes a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone

Dont go for looks; they can deceive. Dont go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it only takes a smile to make a dark day seem bright.Find the one that makes your heart smile

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real.

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often time we look so long at the closed door that we dont see the one which has been opened for us.

Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

Always put yourself in the others shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.

10.22.2009

absent..

skip school 2day ..
ya..there's always a reason behind an action..
all b'coz of the lesson 2day damn boring..
who else can stand it..
even the most diligent boy--guo ting ..
decided not to go to scol..

.....first,i decided to go as i hv to hand up something to the teacher
....then,i was in doubt..

i sms several frens..
and what they said was they wont go..

then,i doubted whether i should go or nt..
if i do,sure i'll be superb bored the whole day..
most of the classmates are absent..
somemore the lessons are unbearable 1..

haiz..after consider all the pros and cons..
i made a decision to ask chun shyen help me to hand up my photo..
i was reluctant to do tat,but.....
i walked to his house..n all done

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did a veri difficult task tis morning..
as mummy brought a lil sick kitten bck..
in the kitchen..
it keep on 'miao miao miao'..
n i hv to feed it..

i was scared..
but mum had gave me tis order..
then i made some milk for it..
it was veri sick..lie in the cage with a frail look
i fed it with a syringe..
haiz..i thought it was dying..

it remain in its position for a long time after i fed it..
i thought....it 's dead

pity the little kitten..

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10.21.2009

向日葵也有不向着太阳的时候..






奇迹.......♥
只能说人生也有意外..
只能说我之前错了..

原来有努力原来就有成果..
有牺牲就会有所回报...
原来相信自己就会有奇迹..

there is always a miracle..
please do not underestimate self belief..

一定不知道我在说什么..
haha~

其实是宁赢了koko的奖..
我们之前早已经认定了胜利者是谁..
但是那天一看名单...
竟然是宁..
我还怔怔看了名字几秒..

害我之前还一直泼她冷水..
说比不比都罢..
但是原来不是的..
原来人生真的有意外..

不过其实大家都很棒..除了我
我真的很惭愧..
看我的form..你会发现全部是00000.
0分..
因为我除了华乐,leo club也没参加什么比赛..
是今年突然发现了严重性..
才开始搏命..
为的就是不要让我的文凭那么难看..

不过还是很多0~
尤其是得奖的部分..
真的很不好意思..
几乎大多数都是没分数的..
反而看他们的..全部都填到满满的

不过..
我知道..
这只是人生中一个小小的驿站..
在这里失败了..并不表示永远的失败

至少我努力争取过..也尝到甜甜的成果..
尝试过,所以无悔..

因为我相信

10.19.2009

今天天空真灰..但是还有明天




真的很down...........
在我开始有一股热诚的时候...
一大杯..不是~
应该是满天的冷水从我头上倒过..
湿透了..

一股傻劲和热情都被浇熄了..

不解..迷茫和无奈..
说不出的感受..

真想大声呐喊..
原来人生有的无奈真的很多..
有时还无奈到让人怠慢下来..

天空现在也下着大雨..
心情跟现在的天一样灰..

成长的过程..?
如果是~我体会到了..

不过..
我不会放弃的..

成熟就是悲观一点..
幼稚就是乐观一点..
如果是真的..
我宁愿一辈子幼稚下去..
ya~there is oways 2moro..

10.18.2009

answering to myself..



最近心情不大好..
都在想那些有的没的..
唉....
好啦..我懂啦.....
gather my heart♥♥♥♥

要读书了...
okay..我会的

终于想通了..
有了一个明确的答案..
我想是对的吧..
不会再想了......
我答应我自己..

不要再为不爱自己的人难过..
不要再为不关心我的人叹气...

i'm in doubt!!!!!!
连我也开始怀疑我自己......





i shall keep on going..
i get the answer in the end..
ya..i knew abt it..who else noe better than me

10.16.2009

deepavali~

虽然不大关我事~
但是还是要说声happy deepavali..

生活在多元种族国家也有好处~
就是不论什么人有什么节日~
都有假期...
爽~~^^

不过又有点心淡..
虽然我不是很想去~....
但是没有约我还我觉得自己人缘很不好..
竟然连只认识两年的朋友都请..
认识五年的就...................

没关系~
不过心还是有痒痒的感觉...

别人来问我时...
也不知怎么答=.=
无奈呀..........

10.09.2009

不公平的一场比赛..


比赛的定义?是什么?

就是为了胜利吧~
是的..
这场比赛已经变质了..
一点都不单纯..
虽然我不是最强的..我知道
但我还是深深感受到大家在战斗的火药味..

唉..
对我来说这些都不是最重要..
重要的公平的竞争..
何必为了赢就把事情扭曲..

一早就把form递上去了..
我参加的课外活动应该是当中最少的吧..
和他们比真感到惭愧..
不过只要不是输得很惨..
应该还好吧??

还未公布鹿死谁手..
但是明眼人都看得出这场比赛已不再是一场比赛..
胜利者呼之欲出............

既然结果都知道了..
何必再花心思~走遍校园找老师那签名..
为的却是什么都不是..

就算了吧..就这样忘了吧..

it's not his fault..
but sure,she is unfair.
juz let it be..

10.08.2009

bad luck

revealing what was happened yesterday.
7 Oct.wednesday
after physics lesson ..
went to bio lab for biology lesson..

the projecter could not function well...
so move bck to physics lab..
we were all doing homework while teacher was teaching in front during phy lesson..
but most of us had stopped that as our bio teacher is quite fierce.

while mr.choo was explaining the answer ~
our miss teh was veri hardworking,doing homework at the back.
she sat beside me..
although i oso did some question,but i was quite concerned abt what Mr.choo taught.
miss teh is brave enough that she continued to do add maths non-stop.
her pen moved veri fast on the paper.=.=
something was going to happen the next..

she borrowed add maths from me.
and i gave her 1 but that was nt mine.
it was kar chun 1..

at a moment,i looked up to figure out what was mr.choo taught..
then..................
he happened to see miss teh was writing something..
pressing her calculator...
OMG..he called the name of teh~
unfortunately..she was still continued wit her work..
she was deaf T_T
mayb she pay a great attention to the add maths question.
oh..that's nt bad
i pushed her hand and called her name in a soft tone..

mr.choo asked what she was doing..
both of us froze..
miss teh cant utter a single word..juz 'ur ur'...
then mr.choo walked towards us..
teh immediately returned the paper to me..bt it was useless

he took both the paper=.=........
shocked...
n we couldnt say a word..

after the lesson...........
went for him to get bck the paper.
he told us it was unfair if he gave bck the paper to us..
since he threw the paper of a student into the dustbin last time..
then i asked him to throw the paper into the rubbish bin so tat we can get it bck from the rubbish bin..

THE BLACK ONE!!PLACED OUTSIDE PHYSICS LAB

he agreed..luckily he agreed tat
if not................i'll be killed
then i picked up the papers from the rubbish bin=.=
the first time i picked up something from the rubbish bin......

damn bad luck........

10.06.2009

frensss

mid-autumn is over~`
cant wish u all~sob
since i cant on9 couples day ago,
be late to update my bolg=.=

fine.nvm~

we are on the way home ...........


me & ph



Mid autumn~

we go to eva's home to celebrate~
steamboat^^+sing k
sweet memory are captured~


ele & eva




eva& me


agn~

ph + me


ele & ph~plus the mic

tis pic quite blur~


old pic`me n jojo~in epoh


ele.ph n me


ph n me


i edit 1~


our shoes~SOT PLAK then take tis photo


sing k~



ele n me


cow cow.eva,zl


wen.me.ph
our eyes glittered in green light~



ze ling acts cute~
nice moment~

Savings