recent feelings=.=a nasty person

mind is spinning with those facts..
time for me to have a small rest.
n i hv chosen to voice up my feelings here..

y ppl love to pretend so much.?
wearing those mask n keep on hurting other feelings?
y ppl did thing against their mind?
questioning..i'm looking for answer
wat is the motive?
n wat is the benefits of getting so much ppl sighing,crying for oneself.
izzit ..juz wit such a way
one would feel happy as the whole world is going after her?

if one would gain their happiness by such a way of piercing others heart with daggers.
then she is consider a terrible +horrible creature.
y should us be so heartbroken wit wat had past.
since we stil hv a long-to -go future.

n hw can i believe someone who oways seems to be happy who greet others wit 'hi',tell jokes,chit chatting happily ..
turn to be so different after lots of happiness.
if u r heartbroken..in totally desperate
n feel tat others should bear on u and care on u..
then mind wat u hv done.
nt juz complaining and revealing who n wat had make u in sadness.
somehow there 's one who still cares on wat u thinking.

plz dont held the responsibility on others.
since u r the one who has the greatest accountablility for tat.
feelings n heart r something tat unpredictable.
doing things against wat u hv spoke out loudly .
n stil try to shift away the blame from urself.
is the greatest disgrace for human being.
then u shall lose all the love u hv nw.

fnish bluffing=.=
back to my study........