when people need you, they just come over to say thankyou and take something you have from you
when you are not needed, they don't even glance and think of you for a second

Everyone is just so selfish.

Analyse me

That day I accidentally came across a post about introverted personality.Then I copied the link and showed it to Xt to get a validation from him as I found a lot of 'BINGOs' when I scrolled down the post.

So, Xt instantly replied me 'Not Really' in the chat box.

In the past few years I really do find myself to be more withdrawn and inward, maybe not in all circumstances but I do think a lot before I talk and act nowadays. Where the H is the extrovert and talkative me? Went escaped for so long?!

You might not agree with me, because you only see the outside-me.

The inside me do have a lot complicated mixing feelings that tangled up. I think too much wtf. I am kind of person who don't follow the norm. When the crowds decide to parade on the right, I go to the left.

When I think something is not right, I am not going to be quiet. When I see lousy people talking and doing craps,  I showed it on my face.But I start thinking do I overreact and most of the time I think I should just keep my mouth shut and don't let the feelings leak out.Oh babe, I know it's not polite to do that but trust me, I'm improving that side of me. Yeay, perhaps one day--I don't know on which marvelous day, I could conceal my feelings and behave like a total grown up.

I know this is part of everyone's growing phase.

Let's me show you some examples. I was in the pharmacy helping out, and when the customers flooded the pharmacy and I couldn't get them the correct medicine they want ---with one of them staring at me wanting their Kanolone and one of them is a Doctor who demanding a Levocetrizine but didn't specify the brand. So I ended up giving the orange color Kanolone which supposed to be the only sound-alike brand but still the customers insisted that the packing is not the same. And you got doubled stressed-up because another doctor customer was watching you searching high and low for the drugs while she was not served.

Tensed up situation like this can really made me so so so panic. I don't know how was my face expression, but quite certain it was a total panic I-don't-know-what-to-do face.

It's time to learn some grown-up behavior. To be calm outside with butterflies flapping in the stomach.

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Learning it bit by bit. Just a matter of time.

JJ Lin Timeline World Tour 2013

Aloha, I think JJ Lin Timeline Concert worth me to spare some time writing about it despite quiz is coming tomorrow.=P

Imma so so so excited because I finally got to attend a concert. And the first ever concert for this 21-years-old girl was proudly devoted to my all time favourite JJ Lin. To trace the history, I started listening to his song when I was in form 1 or 2. And there goes my forever favourite song 一千年以后 that I can repeatedly played using the ancient CD player during those days.

I love the song to an extent I got very familiar to all the songs in that album.

When I started to learn guitar, this song eventually comes to my list of songs-to-learn.

7 Dec 2013 marked a memorable moment that I finally went to support JJ whose songs accompanied me throughout my high school and Uni like after 8-9 years of secretly admiring him. *Xt don't jelous please*

TIMELINE is the theme of the concert.I love the concept very much and love how JJ introduced and leaded us into the main idea of his concert. Everyone has different perception towards TIME, some wish to speed it up, some want to slow it down;while others wish to freeze the time and even wants to manipulate the time to reverse certain incidents.

But Time never listened to a single person, whether you like it or not, it will just go as the pace it should be. So no matter what is it, be realistic, be happy and appreciate everything you possess at this moment.

There's a touching video in the concert about TIMELINE that inspired me a lot *Secretly wipe off tears* but I could find it in youtube./.\

Despite being friendly boy, JJ showed us his different sides of being energetic, sentimental, loving, rocking and even hot and sexy! Ahaha. I certainly love the part he sang 一千年以后 because you know right, that's my favourite.So when he sang it out so softly, I was instantly melted hehe. The water-splashing part where he tore his singlets and danced like nobody else watching was absolutely amazing too!

Li Xian said she would love to have some splashing water from JJ but we certainly not going to have it because the water is never going to spill so far to reach us at PS2. So, only the VVIP and VIP whose tickets worth twice of us deserve to get the water and handshake from JJ.

p/s: I'm so rational to an extent I think to myself that I certainly don't like water splashed on my face and shirt. But if it were sprinkling water like drizzles one I would love it. Terms and conditions: Only from JJ lol!

So I asked Xt who went for his丁当concert without me to compare the two concerts he attended. He loves this one even more. =P

Basically, we all went crazy for JJ. All the screaming and shouting were made and I shook my glow stick so violently that its star head loosen and broke off at the beginning of the show. Luckily Xt was there to fix it for me, otherwise I got no glow stick for me to express my excitement.=P


The official color is purple, so we all bought purple glow sticks to be more attached to the concert and JJ. Ahaha, I purposely put on my purple pants that Lorna misinterpreted it as blue to show my support!


That's all the thoughts from me.Gtg. Bye. Till next time.......
#JJLIN #JJLINCONCERT

Couldn't contain the excitement! <3 p="">

Before the concert we went for a nearby cafe Zakka Plus to feed ourselves so that we can be more energetic.Let's the photos do the rest of the talking.

I love brownies!

Real bye this time!