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11.20.2014

December post

Late night and there's a lot of thoughts running through my head. 

I've attached to hospital recently (starting from this semester) and was sent to TDM (therapeutic drug monitoring) department one week ago. It was my first time to be so near to a patient, read his medical history up, figured out what he's going on , treatment given to him, problem encountered and he was considered as my first ever hospital admitted patient. 

CAPD patient with PUV disease ( trust me, Idk about this disease at all before this) , who had undergone multiple minor and major surgeries.It took me a night to figure out what's going on with him, with each disheartening event of progression, my heart was stabbed a little bit deeper. And when I finally finished study the case,I deliberately feel sad for him and I couldn't tell you how grateful am I to be alive till date without any major medical problem.  Start from day 1 of his life he suffered, but he optimistically live his life on for 13 years. 

And there's more and more sad cases happening around. I surprised for it's still occurring in our so called modern, new era.  Bedridden patient turns into tissue necrosis and gangrene but was not send to hospital coz her family thinks she's already dying and they have no time for it. Coz she has live enough life of 90 years so she doesn't deserve a cure?
So ridiculous. So helpless. And I literally do nothing but just to pray for her? 

And the fact was that even hospital don't want to get her in coz she's too old and fragile. 

This grandma struggled and took her last breathe 2 days ago. I'm literally happy for her coz she finally ended her suffer and gone for a better place. And soon I reliased, if God is being lenient to you,he is going to spare your suffer. 

So c'mon,be grateful and stay strong no matter how hard life had struck on you. There were tonnes of people pitier and poorer, some even can't eat,walk ,talk,pee or poo. 

Live your life out.  Do all you can for a healthier and stronger body coz you know right, health is wealth. 

and I smell Christmas !!


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