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-团员团圆-终于在·2月19日结束了，以下是我们pameran一班人马。大家做了两次活动的patners，感情开始好起来了，只可惜刚开始熟络的我们又将再次各奔东西。‘天下无不散之筵席’嘛，这是每个人都必经的，只希望大家都能向各自的梦想展翅飞翔，平安健康。

那天我们还一起捞生，袮补了我今年没有捞到生的遗憾 =p 感觉真的很棒，大家就真的像一家人。然而相聚总是短暂的。

其实不是我夸张，但是事实可真如此，我们的表演可说是淋漓尽致，连高层也说'amazing!'尤其是扇子舞，真是太好看了。我参与的是我向来擅长的华乐演奏，一来我很久没机会弹扬琴了，而来可以帮上忙。还有武术，扯铃，drama,24节令鼓，舞狮等真的很棒很棒。大家的心血都没有白费，其实我们做那么多，就是为了证明华人行，我们可以发扬我们的文化，加上这是kmph的一个传统。

我们很可爱的财神爷。

这是美芳，她是我的扬琴patner =)

who are you? i know

i do what i do,who are you to judge me.I smile whenever i want,i cry whenever i have to and i talk whenever i like.Just as simple as that.

And you,don't show me your silly stupid face when you're lying to me.I have seen through your horrible mask and no more afraid.So,please stop acting in front of me because i never know which day comes and i couldn't bear on it anymore.Dont pretend or camouflage,you're not an iguana,never ever make use of my sympathy,because i won't pity on you.Even when you cry in fornt of me,i know you're pretending,because i know who are you.I am tired.

Don't shout at me or i will do the same at you ! Don't act rude to me or i will explode at that instant.
you know who you are.

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我藏不住秘密，也藏不住忧伤，正如我藏不住爱你的喜悦，藏不住分离时的彷徨。
我就是这样坦然

我想家

患了个大伤风，来到这里以后身体好像都特别弱。没有带到很多药，所以连药也不敢多吃，Tissue也不敢多用，现在才知道家有多好，有爸爸妈妈在有多好。现在，我连想吃个清淡热腾腾的粥也无从而得，苦，现在才知道能吃到那么简单的食物也是种幸福。新年的假期后，为了追上功课，一直都好像robot不停地忙，不停地做这个做那个，还要准备Cny event，练习等，真的是太累了。到底多久我才能好好休息。一路来走到这里，我已经快要没有元气了。希望这两个月快一点过，我能够 真正回家去。=(

不断安慰自己时间是过得很快的。终究现实是残酷的。眨了眨眼，我还是在这里，时间还是只过了一秒。事情往往在我们回头看时才显得轻松，而过程却是痛苦的。加油加油。

恭喜恭喜

the first two days of new year past ='( and i am desperately leaving tomorrow,i hate it.i haven't packed my stuffs and even not preparing myself for going back to matric.Can i Stay ?? This year of CNY have nothing special than any others of it,we gamble,visit people and take photo.I did something special though.I go to C.a.v.e--suggested by Ele.

i remembered i sit on this when i am a little girl =)i like the most going to this place,purposely for riding on the back of 'theirs'

Year of bunny ,of corse i am going to take photo with it.兔年行大运 ^^

                       we are far too small standing beside this statue.

                                                                       He is cute

wishing all the best for all my friends and family in this bunny year.

A Friend Indeed

Yesterday i chat with Jessie Teh,the one i used to tease with,talked a lot,laughed in class,ate laksa and tomyam together,bluffed at,went to piano class together and i called her Fa.I have many photos with she and me in,and in the previous time,we will blog the same topics in our blog.It have been almost one year i do not see her clumsy and nooby face.God know,how much i miss her.Whenever i think of her,i would definitely recall those time i ate laksa with her,i don't know why,maybe for the sake of we spent so much time together on this part =p i miss you,i really do.Please show me your silly face.


i know she is doing well over there,i bless her,God bless her.She deserved a lot of blessings,she is the most even-tempered among our gangs.She don't share herself much like me,she always kept things inside.She don't act agressive like zl,she opted to be quiet whenever there were argue.She is sometimes funny,crazy and timid but she will show a bitter face whenever she felt beh song.This is her.



I met  a lot of friends.This girl,however,becoming one of my best friend in silent.The unforgettable memories of high school which i get no more now though i met a lot of new people.But none can compete with those grow inside the inner core of my heart--Jessie Teh,zl,Elephant,Jojo and Jing.

She wrote this for me and i was so touched,Oh my Gosh.She is just too great and this made me recalled the day she left,a message i sent to her,and the one she replied to me.It made my eyes red in sudden.

i will miss you whenever i am and bless you wherever i am.

happy Chinese New Year

this is the last time i returned home before i graduate from matric.After this i would have study very hard,gather all my strengts and heart so that i have no regrets xD But before all of this,CNY is the vitally important event that i can't afford to miss.Even though Chinese are only given 3 days holiday( including saturday and sunday),total=5 days.I made myself truants that i came back 2 days earlier than the others,going to miss lots of lectures and tutorial class =)

Chinese New Year is one of my favourite festival as i can get a lot of angpau ^^ but i really loathe those people called CNY as Raya Cina.For me,Raya is not for chinese,and it seems to be making our festival not ours.I rectified them every time i heard those words.

We are celebrating Chinese New Year,not Raya !

High Heel

 

today highlight--my high heel shoes--with my favourite colour purple.This is considered the first high heels i own in the age of 18,going to be 19 soon =( *cruel fact*

i always want to own something like this.

Height of 158--same with Jolin Tsai and Angela Chang,yet,my friends always criticize me on this,obviously indicating there's no advatanges being same height with singers and artists.Oh My Gosh,but what to do,i have grown to my maximum height,i prefer to have petite and dainty figure rather than those bulky one =) To me,being a tiny one is not a weakness.I have met friends who i just knew recommended me to wear high heels.Well,would it be more charming and attrractive for a girl,lady or woman to wear high heels??

well ,see..but i just don't care =)

i bought it finally,i will learn how to become a gentlewoman =)

 

                                sexy stuffs?? suit me?

                                                                                                                       

M.O.V.E and G.R.I.L.L

18 years of living in this house,my Home Sweet Home.I move to a new 'home'.In fact,i not really want to move,but what to do. This is it.I said goodbye to Kemiri and come to a new neighborhood which i totally unfamiliar with.

The rows of house where i stay do not have much families stay in,and even the street lamp is not functioning.Facing us is a tall building--flat where those Bangladesh and Indian stay in.Though the circumstances here is Much Much More different,there are something at least appease me--i'm still facing a green pad with swing,slides and see-saw all on it,this is quite similar to my previous house.

Having a New Move Party on 16.1.2010,and made myself freaking busy to be cleaner,tour guide and server. That's why i do not like to be host of such events,i would prefer to be the one who come and join.

this is the living room i used to watch TV and play piano.

my messy room--i stay here for 10++ years.

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17.1.2010

my dad birthday,and we have a simple family barbeque.Happy birthday =)

this is the Osim uRelax we present to him.

这里都有我的脚印

2010 年的下半年我流浪于不同的州属

首先我在10.5.2010第一次来到这里

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Kuantan

彭亨州来过不少次，但是每次都是去金马伦和云顶，不然就是文冬，关丹我还是第一次来到

知不知道看着GPS，关丹己经位于沿海的东海岸所以距离怡保很远，还要走山路，没有高速公路直接到达。每次从关丹回家都会路经云顶，所以2010年的下半年我路经云顶己经很多次，只是每次都没机会下车 =(

在关丹很久，从不会路我们变成随心所欲可以穿插在这个城市，而我们最爱的shopping mall是East Coast Mall.这里华人不算多，娱乐不多，所以我开始庆幸我来自怡保，不比吉隆坡繁荣但是不会有traffic jam,到处都能找到华人的食物。一点也不像kuantan,要找一间能够吃到猪肉的店是何其难。

这条路领着我们到kuantan。

Teluk Cempedak,这里是关丹出了名的海边。有什么节日都很多人。来到关丹这里是必来之地，因为这里可以去的地方实在是....太少了。

可是我也有去到彭亨州别的地方，趁现在到处走走，不然以后毕业了，我觉得我不会特地坐七八个小时的车来这里玩 @.@

这里也有waterpark.可是比tambun Lost World的规模还要小。唯一好玩的是它的family raft.可以一次坐五六人。

还来到sungai Lembing,去参观那里的museum.

这里exhibits了很多採锡矿的古物。

接近Sungai Lembing的cave.

这个Cave唯一特别的就是在中午十二时，太阳高挂，阳光会从洞里射进来，形成一道光照在佛像的身上。

                                                                卖咸鱼的地方 =）

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我也跟着朋友们在一次的假期中到Melaka玩。我长18岁，才第一次来到马六甲。但是朋友他们是住在柔佛，所以我们一石二鸟，马六甲之旅后我们就到Johor.

这是船上的博物馆。因为有冷气，我们舍不得走。

                                                                         River cruise.游了四十五分钟。

我们一行人。

大炮。

想在古城门前拍照很久了。终于实现。

sate celuk.Melaka很出名的。其实就是想我们这里的Luk Luk,可是他的吃法不大卫生。某朋友还因此跟老板讲要换酱，可是老板就是不肯。

他们的点心不像我们的有大大个蒸碗装着。

第一次见到红屋 =）

来到这里就是要吃鸡粒饭，这里是鸡场街。可是我还是钟爱它的ice jin dui,是我吃过最好吃的ice.

原来马六甲这个那么小的城市很繁荣，已经可以媲美怡保。我特喜欢Dataran Pahlawan，很赞。而且因为是旅游区，到处都布置得很漂亮。

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这里是柔佛，朋友住的小地方叫Tangkak。这里出名牛肉面，还蛮不错的，希望有机会再吃。

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最后是登嘉楼。原本说要去看海龟的。这个州也是我第一次到步。可是海龟看不成，变成了看海。

这就是Terangganu Rantau Abang，只不过海龟没有看到，只是看到汪洋大海。Terangganu让我最印象深刻的就是有Petronas Factory,晚上经过看到所有灯亮起，真漂亮，而且它概括的范围真的很大。

百闻不如见。18岁这年看见的，经历的都很精彩。