亲爱的假期快来

心情不错，只是外面天气好像有点在闹别扭，空气污染指数严重。槟城理大污染指数68臭氧，还臭氧列！霹雳也好不到哪里去啦，和丰就是一片朦胧，能见度不高，连狮子山都只是若隐若现。在想是不是该买个口罩以防万一。Xt Cheras哪里空气也是很不好，138*（虽然不是臭氧）但是显然对于他那么敏感的人来说已经有着超大伤害了。

考试还剩下两科，昨天一整天都把自己放空放松，逛逛街再来个父亲节海鲜大餐! 本来今天想说去吃KFC，只是大概是因为空气不好，喉咙已经开始不适，所以还是下次吧:)

电脑不知道干嘛，就是不会给我好脸色看。之前因为时常hang机已经Format一次了，不够半年，它连开机open folder都用90% cpu Usage。看戏10分钟给我hang,Tetris第一场就Lag，害我一直输。今天又在Format一次了。

考试周我竟然还可以闪回家，我真的觉得自己还不错xD

真的很期待我即将来临的假期，我爱死你!

p/s我已经完全松懈下来了。哈哈。

还有，昨天驾车载家人回家。其实我觉得驾到还蛮不错，只是有些部分他们说我危险驾驶。尤其是我妹，下车时好像松了一口气那样，我的自信心被毁了。

神，请赐我驾车的好技术和勇气吧！

我就是這樣 注定和你不一樣

新學期了。上課上得好累，原本熱衷的心一直在期待下一次的假期。這學期好像更難了。上次我努力了，考出來也不過還好，對自己期望底一點點，或許更好。

這個學期大家心情都不太好吧？

我趁著假期回去kmph了，一個我心里曾經暗許不會再回來的鬼地方。哈哈。我還是有點格格不入吧？唯一最高興的就是見到miss lim。久違的她剪去了長長的頭發，跟現在的我一樣。其中一個回去的原因是因為miss Lim曾經用這點來激過我，所以我回去了，證明給他看我會回來。代價就是，坐車真的好累，尤其是‘幸運’的我被逼要坐在巴士最后一排，隔壁都是友族，還是男的，而且巴士很熱，最后還壞掉。

順道也去馬六甲一趟，這次比上一次顯得沒有那么好玩，可能是很多地方我都去過了。馬六甲天氣酷熱，唯一值得一提的是Nadeje的layer cake很好吃，很特別 J 謝謝美芳帶我們去咯。還有那個hawker centre舊牛頓的食物也很好吃，炸章魚，燒魚……還要感謝美芳盡了地主之誼讓我們住她家。

把留了多年的長發剪掉，很多人在問我。其實我只是想換個發型，換個心情。雖然有的人不喜歡我現在的發型，那就隨便你怎么說吧。反正頭發是我的，我喜歡就好，你不懂欣賞我也沒辦法。青春就是本錢，要是總是一成不變，對不起，你的青春就不過如此。感謝你們覺得我勇氣可嘉 xD 我就是這樣。

p/s: I’m liking the things I did, and this is the secret of being happy.

我就是這樣(Feat.TANK)

作詞：施人誠/陳鎮川 
作曲：鄭楠/楊子樸 
編曲：洪敬堯 

我就是這樣 天馬行空的磁場 
或許你還不習慣 我在等你變成拍檔 
我就是這樣 注定和你不一樣 
謝謝你欣不欣賞 我的風格是限量 

攤開的手掌 柔軟又剛強 
(十指纖長 指尖藏著一鼓力量) 
安靜的目光 溫柔卻也狂放 
(眼神明亮 有好多話想對你講) 
我獨特的模樣 是全新的信仰 

我就是這樣 天馬行空的磁場 
或許你還不習慣 我在等你變成拍檔 
我就是這樣 注定和你不一樣 
謝謝你欣不欣賞 我的風格是限量 

time flies

*Down-pouring. *

did this little drawings  when matrics was going to an end.The end is never an end,but always a new beginning.

and this would be past tense forever.

trying to persuade myself Uni life would be fun :P more fun than martics

i gotta meet a lot of nice people, new friends :) it will be alright!!

'And now the end is near,and so i face the final curtain.My friend i'll say it clear,i'll state my case,of which i'm certain.'

'i live a life that full,i travel each and every high way.And more,much more than this,i did it my way'

'i did what i had to do,and saw it through without exemption.'

'yes,this was my way'

Cheer up girl :) all is well

Day 24 - A picture of someone you miss

Jessie Teh,my ah fa :)

Day 25 - A picture of you from last year

This was captured on April 2010.Still not going to Matric,still will curly hair :)

is this much different than 2011 me.?

Don't forget to take a breath :) and jump up high ! All is well

people always change,just,don't forget who you're

keep moving on

let keep on running ahead ! yea,we can if we want.

if you think you can, you Can.

woohoo ^^

Timetable for my final exam is out today.Can you imagine the happiness seeing the time and date you will be freed from an awful place? and it is just around the corner =p it's exactly the same as the night before you sit for your last stpm or spm paper.

20th of April.It's gonna to be a memorable date.I have imagined hundred of ways to say goodbye to this place,the moment my dad and mum waiting me in the car,seeing my dad's car parking in front of the block of my hostel,the time i squeeze in all my stuffs into the luggage and i grab the luggage and slam the door shut and never ever gonna to open it again  xD

how i wish all my mentioned above happen tomorrow.Well,let be patient.Gambateh!!!!

杂记

27/2/2010

很久没有逛街了，结果一来到shopping mall我就像疯了一样拼命买。才逛第一间guardian我就花了百多块钱。买了calcium，觉得是时候开始补一补我的骨头了，因为我都不喝牛奶，不吃奶制品，所以supplement是很需要的，我不想我以后有osteoporosis =(  *caltrate有豆奶的味道!*买了 充足的日常用品，心里很踏实，觉得自己好像已经很有营养。=p 接下来不用说，就是拼命花钱。

27/2/2010

今天朋友从芙蓉回来，托他买了芙蓉烧包。^^如我所愿，他很好心地拿了一盒烧包给我吃，其实我以为他会打包一粒罢了的，所以拿去给萱凌和照欣吃。里面的叉烧肉让我很是兴奋，每咬一口都觉得很幸福，大家都赞不绝口。现在才知道芙蓉烧包的馅原来是猪肉，好吃！很棒的芙蓉烧包。Credit

3/3/2010

天很大，心很空，云很重。长大了烦恼就越来越多，如果剃掉三千烦恼丝，会不会快乐一点??我想唱：当烦恼越来越多，玻璃弹珠越来越少，我知道我已慢慢地长大了。可是Growth is permanent irreversible process,如果现在阿拉丁神灯里面的精灵可以实现我一个愿望，我希望能够回到高中的我，然后永永远远停留在那个时刻，很想念我的crazy gang

是不是人长大了就会变得自私?我不想这样，不想成为一个连我自己都讨厌的自己。

Recent life

once agian,complaining works are too much for me
but time flies,it came to the mid sem of my Semester 2
and i'll graduate soon in Lovely April

PSPM my first sem result came out in 30 Nov
and i get a 4.0 even though i didnt get an A for my english paper =(
FROWN
nevermind,something at least comfort me now
i get Band 4 for my MUET
Malaysian university English Test
at least it satisfied me
=)

Going back next week to SS for my mid-sem break
SS,wait me ya ^^

i finished my 1st Sem

PSPM matric first sem final exam is finally over.
i spent all my time staying in the hostel
no outing,no exercising,but i was FB ing =)

i worried the most my Maths paper
i am always weakest in calculation part
for the sake of i am a girl,perhaps
as i dont really see the guys screaming and complaining that Maths is difficult
yet for me it is harsh
fortunately,i made a brilliant decision,
not to take Physics
i'll surely fail it xD

we are getting close in the college
as we as minority
always do something together
but first semester gone
and it indicates Semester 2 is coming and surely
we will be graduated from KMPH soon

and it is what i wanted too much =)



♥The only thing i want to do right now is unwind myself

L.O.V.E For Yourself

Love is a feeling

i have to confess that in the first time i get to know that
i was in tremendous surprise
i was stunned
but soon i realized that that is your own choice
you must have gathered your whole strength and courage to make this
Bravo ~~~~~~~~~~
you're braver than anyone of us


may your choice is correct
and you'll be happy with this
i bless you
i'll back you up

don't be down hearted

just be yourself

as life is only once
--do what you're happy with--

Love is when you no longer care if you look dumb or goofy in front of people as long as it puts a smile upon your partner’s face.

Love is when you realistically call everybody by your partner’s name.

Love is when you realistically get butterflies in your stomach when see your partner..for the 48135753068754th time in your life!

Love is when you realistically still blush and get goosebumps whenever your partner whispers “I love you” in your ear.

Love is when you realistically know for sure that your existence is totally related to that of your partner’s!

Love is when you realistically ultimately believe that your partner is the truest human being on earth!!

♥Love me Little,Love me Long

♥爱自己比较好♥

爱自己多一点♥别人也会爱你多点

爱自己多一点♥总好过爱别人多一点

爱自己多一点♥才不容易受伤一点

爱自己多一点♥永远都赚多一点

爱自己多一点♥也爱你多一点

answering to myself..

最近心情不大好..
都在想那些有的没的..
唉....
好啦..我懂啦.....
gather my heart♥♥♥♥

要读书了...
okay..我会的

终于想通了..
有了一个明确的答案..
我想是对的吧..
不会再想了......
我答应我自己..

不要再为不爱自己的人难过..
不要再为不关心我的人叹气...

i'm in doubt!!!!!!
连我也开始怀疑我自己......





i shall keep on going..
i get the answer in the end..
ya..i knew abt it..who else noe better than me

holiday is come to an end~

fine~the holiday is come to an end.........
i am going to scol agn=.=
gonna to face the tremendous pressure....
deadT_T
gonna to get my exam paper..
my marks~~~

terrible thing in life~~
i hv to go through tis~

gonna meet my classmates soon~
miz u all so much~
bt not the homework and endless tuition plz~

mizz the holiday..～
eventhough it hasnt ended completely^^

spm is there~
go ahead^^
gambateh!!

♦春蕾♦coming•••

后天就是华乐比赛了~
明天就得出发去槟城了••

这是第3次我去比赛了••

同样的期待~

但是不同的心情••

记得中1，3时应该是超兴奋••

而且玩得非常开心~

这次少了些紧张••

不再是前一个礼拜就收拾好药带去的东西~

现在我还没收拾••

衣服也还没烫••

所有东西都还被放进行李袋••

不直到其他团员的心情~

大家一定都很期待••

2天一夜的比赛旅程••

比去旅行少了兴奋••但多了期待

大家付出了很多~

付出了时间 ••

5年来~不断在付出我的星期六，日给华乐••

付出了我的精神在曲子上~

台湾追想曲这首曲子••

练了好久好久~

应该是中三开始••

久的连我自己都忘记了••

真是个遥远的故事••

大家都很喜欢这首曲子~

花了很多心思去练••

去年大家都很想用这首歌出赛~
但是由于乐器不足~放弃了

但是今年引进了很多新的乐器••

我们终于可以演这首歌~

其实心中很想知道比赛的结果~

中1的时候••

什么都不知道就上台去演了‘欢庆丰收’••
那是很容易的曲子~

那时比赛输赢对我们来说都并不重要••

中3~

对拿奖也没有什么期待••

因为我们都知道我们的‘童心乐陶陶’程度到哪里••

也没有奢望拿什么奖••

岂料，成绩出炉••

我们竟然得银奖，但全场所有的参赛队伍都是获得‘金奖’••

其实是很讽刺的••

今年~

我依然觉得我们团体是很弱小的••

我不知道我们的程度到哪里~

但是我知道我们尽了力••

我们有认真••

教练今天说我们进步很大了••

其实我暗自里想我们真的有进步那么多了吗

真的吗？

还是教练只是想安慰我们••

但是我真的听到大家都有在进步~

但是到了一个什么样的程度看比赛结果就知道了••

明天就出发了~！

最后一次参加华乐比赛了~
大家都加油吧~!