/.\

hatespeoplebeingcopycat@@it'sannoying=.=imitatingothersdonotshowwhoyou'rebabypleasebeyourself.Iseriouslyfeelingnotgoodwhenireadthosewordswhichoriginatedfrommyblog.actuallyiwroteitbymyself,andiguessnooneintheworldwouldtypeouttheexactlysamewordswithothers./.\

stupid government website and the message service.=(

i was currently lost my patient , no appetite and i think i gonna let going the website and stop refreshing my tabs like madman.

i gained some information from Facebook last night that result will be out at 12.00 night,so i wait until 11.30pm and suddenly i get updated information that results for PSPM2 is going to be released at 10.00 a.m.So,i slept peacefully and wait .

Today morning i start my laptop and start doing the refreshing-job but i gain no avail.Then i was told it should be 12.00p.m,so i have my breakfast and WAIT.

From 12.00 to 2.00,i keep on refreshing and loading.The server is down right now and i can't even load the webpage.

Furthermore,i already spent around RM0.80,send message to 15888.But everytime it replied me the same,Maaf,Keputusan masih belum dikeluarkan.

!!!!so,i gonna end all of this.I am going to have my lunch right now.



God Bless Me Hard.All is Well.

The Cat

p/s: ignore this post if you like cats so much,no offense to cat lover =)

Okay,我得承认猫咪有时候是很可爱，好像我外婆家那两只就很惹人疼。好像卡通猫—Kitty Cat,Garfield(咖啡猫)都很可爱。可是读了一年Matric后，我完全对猫反感。

除了惊讶吃草的很多，猫也是，无论是Café,宿舍，tutorial room,Lecture hall还是厕所，OmG..都是猫。吃饭时它拼命‘喵喵喵’就算了，你要吃我给，可是有些猫很过分，好像要跟你抢饭吃。吃饱后盘子在桌上它就跳上桌子舔。

要不然就跳上我们坐的椅子躺着睡觉，那一张椅子是没有被猫睡过的？

住在block里面的猫就不停繁殖，小猫咪到处都是=.=’’还要跳进鞋子里当睡窝。不然就一家大小在椅子上睡午觉。有些坏蛋猫还去推到垃圾桶，弄得整条走廊都是垃圾。

这样都算了….它还要在我房间外面吐。害我都不想去厕所了。还不止一次!!!气死人。

好吧，这样也算了。不知要称赞它们乖还是生气好。它们在冲凉房大便。OMG,臭到我很forbid去冲凉 T^T 猫不是最爱干净吗？

更扯的是它在Sink里面排泄…..害我去洗手被看到，然后我发现时Geli到立刻跳过去隔壁Sink然后冲出去。真的很Disgusting..

现在还有一只大肥猫死在我们block Foyer的隔壁…还没有被清理。经过时看到它满身苍蝇，发臭的程度你可以想想吧？

所以，我还是喜欢我家Bibi和肥仔多点..

我是真的失眠了

说实在的，我是第一次失眠。

如果可以的话，我宁愿当只谁也吵不醒的猪。

如果你从来没有失眠过，你肯定不知道失眠有多痛苦。尤其是你在你即将考试的晚上辗转反侧还是怎么也睡不着。这是我遇过极痛苦的一件事。

失眠的起因是：我的室友习惯半夜不睡读书。她开着桌灯——那种很亮的fluorescent lamp你知道吗?之前我都是半夜被她的灯亮醒，我也不知道我为什么对光那么敏感=.=总之有谁晚上没有关灯我都知道，因为我会一直半睡半醒。结果我半夜的任务就变成----关灯使者。因为她们总爱读书读到一半，躺下去就睡了，结果开着桌灯整个晚上。而我，就一直帮他们关掉。

后来我忍受不住。因为这样下去我觉得我的睡眠很没有quality @.@然后我就去问她们为什么不关灯睡觉呢？（其实之前我已经要求过其中一个，请她关灯）结果，有一个就答我她怕hysterical,所以没关，可是她答应我她会关的。然后另一个就说他忘记关。

好吧，进了考试周，那位忘记关的室友就很拼，每次半夜三点才睡觉。有一次，他又忘记关，害我四点亮醒后，就睡不着了，结果我早上六点忍不住爬起来（我从来不早醒，都是睡到7点多的）。

更痛苦的是，我有一次一点就醒了，然后我整个晚上都睡不着。就是那种我知道我在睡觉的感觉，虽然闭着眼睛一整个晚上，我基本上并不在睡觉。然后我就三点爬起身，打给xt(他是受害者)，当时睡我隔壁的室友还没打算睡。因为我躺了两个小时都睡不着，xt建议我先起身读下书，累了再睡。然后我就起身，拿着我的bio notes啃，你知道我多难过吗？已经要考试了，没有充足的睡眠要我怎样考？？然后说着说着我哭了，吓得我的室友很内疚，然后她说她关灯叫我睡，可是那整个晚上我都没在睡。眼睛是闭着的，可脑袋还不愿休息，其实我的眼睛超累 T^T

然后第二天我打算补回睡眠，睡个午觉，怎么知道还是睡不着。OMG,我有insomnia..>.<我很累很累还是没办法睡。结果我很担心。很担心晚上会睡不着因为后天已经要考数学。晚上八点他们出去拜神我又尝试要睡，怎么知道也睡不着。我很急很急，快要疯了，打给我妈拚命哭。还得我妈担心到死，还去帮我问神。可是那天晚上，我做了一切安全措施，我吃了一颗panadol(其实我想要安眠药)，晚上还煲热水浸脚，用棉花塞住耳朵还跟着xt教我磨脚心的方法，结果我成功入眠。

我的天，原来能够安心的睡觉有时是那么困难的事，现在我才知道能够一觉睡到天亮是多么幸福。Damn it,我很痛苦，我回到家要睡个饱，没有人再可以一早或半夜走进我房大声说话也没有人半夜开着灯阻碍我睡觉!!

我爱我家的床。我很想家=.=所以说家永远是我最大的皈依，最大的依靠。

Homesick

i never know this kind of feeling for the past 18 years,but now i knew.It is sort of stupid feelings,sometimes made you down,keep imagining  the day you got to go home and the way you say HI to your home.And what occupied my mind fully now is NOT exam,but going back to home,to get back to the city i familiar with,close to my family and friends whom i know well.The feelings tortured me every minutes and every seconds.

I am lost here.With no one who i can really talk to,for no one lending me her ears.I stressed ,i upset but no one could solve this for me,except myself,i go through every things by myself,because everyone is busy about their own works.And no one would cares how are you doing.

Today the students following two years programme are going back home.Seeing this i would say i want home seriously.

It's a learning event-The 50 workers

I was shocked that the dilemma evolved to such a WORST condition ,first Earthquake and now the radiation leakage .It is definitely a tragedy for all Japanese, and for all the human beings and I believe no one wanted this to happen.  The high level of radiation made all the workers who worked hard in cooling down the reactors pulled, but the selfless 50 worker Stay,they sacrificed their life for the community,for us, even though they knew this bring them to a certain death sentence. It is horrible, and the Japanese power company and  government had frankly and honestly  admitted the workers who worked for the last defense will definitely Died ,if not, to serious health problem ( cancer).I hope and pray that they are able to solve the problems,cooled the reactors down or else their efforts will turn to nothing.They are brave indeed and they are respectable!

Well, seeing such condition, the Malaysia government and politicians still propose to build a nuclear base in Pahang(if not mistaken).I would say it is not a brilliant idea and I actually strongly disagree of this—we should learn from the event in Japan.The nuclear base should be shut down eventually but not to build more! It is unwise to build more as it endanger us and I think we should search all environmental friendly source but not THIS.

SAY NO TO NUCLEAR !!!  

It Died

well,look at this,T^T my plug died.What can i do to make it alive????i still have one more month to go. =( i thought it would be fine='(  i am Desperate yet my room mates still teased on me. I am seriously SAD you know????
                                                            no electricity= Doom Day

they suck

有时我真的对友族同胞忍无可忍。Presentation是teamwork,我做了我的part,千吩咐万吩咐要记得combine两个slideshow,要记得拿去print.每次去问，都说，’'okay,我们会做的'‘孰不知，开的全都是空头支票。

问了又问，问到连我自己也觉得自己烦，我的马儿们，竟然在要present的那天也惊讶地问我‘我们今天present啊?!'’他们竟然还敢将slide print了出来后问我做么最后一个slide是将得，只有'‘hak keistimewaan Orang Melayu''Oh my goodness,你知道我的feeling是什么吗?气到爆炸，我说''hak asasi我找了，你们负责找hak keistimewaan!''他们竟然敢问我，现在我是土著，还是他是土著？我享有特权还是他们？？

我问第二个组员，我只让他将两个slideshow combine起来成为一个slideshow.给了两三个星期时间她，她竟然还说:''i havent combine yet.''

我只能说，老师要给我fail我也无能为力，因为我亲爱的同胞们一点也不在乎!谢谢他们让我们的国家如此不堪吧，现在终于了解到为什么政府员工办事效率那么‘快’了 =.='' Speechless

Plug受罪了..

最近煲水时，当水快要沸腾时，都嗅到烧焦的味道。其实很久前我就发现了插座有烧焦的迹象。我有想过要把它拔出来，去买一个新的extension plug,可是不知道为什么，使了九头二虎之力都没有办法把它拔出来，所以我还是放弃了。可是我现在有点担心它会short circuit，害整栋楼没有电。

只可惜我是读life science,对它没有什么研究。其实我怕它会着火。@.@希望它可以乖乖地熬多两个月。

who are you? i know

i do what i do,who are you to judge me.I smile whenever i want,i cry whenever i have to and i talk whenever i like.Just as simple as that.

And you,don't show me your silly stupid face when you're lying to me.I have seen through your horrible mask and no more afraid.So,please stop acting in front of me because i never know which day comes and i couldn't bear on it anymore.Dont pretend or camouflage,you're not an iguana,never ever make use of my sympathy,because i won't pity on you.Even when you cry in fornt of me,i know you're pretending,because i know who are you.I am tired.

Don't shout at me or i will do the same at you ! Don't act rude to me or i will explode at that instant.
you know who you are.

Paid Off

4 January 2010

my salary =)

From MEGASQUARE

15th to 29th of Jan..

just a small amount of money..

because i was absent for 5 days

feeling good and happy

for this is my first salary

i sacrifice a lot for this

hard work

Details ALL in here

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Later 8 Jan i get another from the stupid boss

=(

My dad went there twice on 7 Jan

first time they told my dad the boss went out

she hasnt calculate my salary

the second time they said she has went on outstation

Damn Angry

But nevermind

i get it finally

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i treated my family a dinner yesterday

Rm 48

quite cheap =)

★Every Heart Has It Own Sorrow

my job T^T

9 january 2009

currently frustrated with my job

arrrrrrrrrgggghhhh
gerrrrrrrrrggghhhh
peeeeiiiiiieiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
puiiiuuiiiiiuiiiiiiiiiiuiii

angry
speechless
annoyed
irritated
numb
mad

what can i say
for those who got read my blog
i am mentioning about the another 'SHE'

yesterday the another ‘SHE' told me the shop will be closed 15 minutes earlier
but since yesterday is my first day of working alone
i was in chaos when 'SHE' suddenly declared that i gonna packed up all the things and closed the shop earlier
and sure i would be late
because i have to make sure that the total sales yesterday was correct
somemore have to serve customers who came to reload

OK..well
she Came
she does help me to drag the heavy door and switched off the light..
*i am a newbie* okay?
i was new to the shop and sure i would be slow a little bit as i alone have to settle all the things
the shop was successfully closed at 6.55p.m.
only 5 minutes left..MY GOD
and i thought that i did not need to pay the '15 minutes' off
and she urged me that i have to hurry up when she asked me to close earlier
she said the boss will not wait for me next time

TODAY
i was told that the shop would be closed 30 minutes earlier
i quickly packed all my stuffs
and i was told again i need to work for extra 30+15 minutes for today and yesterday
and when i tried to reveal that yesterday the shop was closed at 6.55
she persisted that this is the law

she said that
she was helping me in closing the shop yesterday
and asked me if i have to pay her salary
MY GODNESS
this is her shop okay?not mine
how can she be so counting on these and so stingy
and she told me salary was not paid for me to close the shop and count the money in the last minutes
because i was not serving customers in that moment

then well
ALRIGHT
am i supposed to closed the shop at 6.30 and waited the boss outside the shop
am i supposed to go away without closing the shop
am i supposed to give the piles of money to her without making sure that it was correct
as i was not paid for that
damn angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i was very rationable in that time
i did not argue with her
i put up with her
and i kept my mouth shut if that was what she wanted

somemore
*okay...i knew i am bluffing nonsense*
*i am writing a bit longer this time because i am scared of if i shut my mouth here*
*tomorrow i will burst out or explode *

there are too many mosquitoes
i have killed many today
and my hand is reddish and itchy right now
and the 'SHE' i mentioned in the previous post
http://iammsqq.blogspot.com/2010/01/stand-on-my-own.html
was the real culprit
she took the mosquito-repellent spray away
and since i am the junior
i cannot utter out a single word of protestment

wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwwuwuwuw
she love to bully
and from this i knew why she is unmarried
hahahahahaha

i will try my best to put up with these
i will resign very soon
maximum 3 months!!!!


you will never knocked me down



-----i love my dad-----
♥as he is very supporting in this part
♥thanks^^

===i am thinking of you===
♥when i am in sorrow♥

我家芒果树^^

芒果季节～
上面就是我家的芒果树咯～
看到吗？
结了很多果的列...

又要投诉了～哈哈
结了很多果..没错
但是我们只吃到几粒罢了>.< 全部都被人偷完啦！ 今年一早在玩电脑～ 看到两个印度仔骑着脚车.. 哼～又想偷我芒果 然后我就开门~~
很不爽地望着他们=.=
一个印度仔就说:"boleh angkat mangkat tak''
我就很坚决地说:''tak boleh!"
偷了那么多～现在还好意思问～
然后他隔壁的印度仔就说：''mangkat??mangga la!''
哈哈～真给他们气死～
再偷看看～咒你手烂的啊

害我们昨天採了几粒青青的芒果~
黄的都被偷了啦～..!!
因为怕没得吃～只好採熟一点点的～
还是青bb的=.=

不过也蛮好吃～
当然不能整粒吃啦..因为还是很硬的
又不甜=.=
把它去皮～然后削成小小片
然后撒糖～放冰箱
真的很好吃哦～

p/s..-->不过不要放错盐～因为我昨天就放错了
结果就快快冲水～过滤掉盐它
不然真的很咸

无时无刻都在线的我^^

今天终于看完ice age 咯！
哈哈～
好笑·又感动
知道你们都看完了啦..
不要‘wu’我..


那个象baby很可爱..
眼睛很大粒的哦..
看到他就开心..最衰它那么迟出场
哈哈..
讲到这里..想起我们的那只大象小姐..
哈哈哈..不过她没象宝宝那么可爱
哈哈



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刚才给一个facebook的fren气死我..
就是相片里面被写屎的那一位..
他竟然说
'
如果开玩笑我不介意，如果以貌取人的话，我看你即是无聊的人，
别以为我会怕sc1 sc2 德人，老子谁都不怕"

aiyo~这样说话哦..
其实是我的photo啦..
可是我弄时没得选的啦。
是random的.........................
OMG～我不是在说你啦.
谁那么得空以你的貌取你>.< 结果我就说～ 这是random 的..不是我选的..是facebook弄的=.=

晕了一阵@@
大家都当时开玩笑的咯.................
为什么他？？？？？？

无奈.........................................................

it has driven me up the wall..OMG

it made me mad!!!
i never be so disgusted wit a person~~!!
fine..
i wont bother anything..
nauseated..terrible..horrible
finally i agree wat they said..
as i knew such a person is the greatest culprit!!!!!!

no more relation.
no more blessing.
no more friend.
no more topic.
no more tolerance.

it has been driven me up the wall~
omg..
wat kind of person is tis~
n now.finally.i knew i had been fooled for years time~!!
fine~
come to a time to make it an end.. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

such a person is a disgrace of my life!
n i totally agree wit u all nw~
we are at the same side of the fence now~
u guys are right!!

recent feelings=.=a nasty person

mind is spinning with those facts..
time for me to have a small rest.
n i hv chosen to voice up my feelings here..

y ppl love to pretend so much.?
wearing those mask n keep on hurting other feelings?
y ppl did thing against their mind?
questioning..i'm looking for answer
wat is the motive?
n wat is the benefits of getting so much ppl sighing,crying for oneself.
izzit ..juz wit such a way
one would feel happy as the whole world is going after her?

if one would gain their happiness by such a way of piercing others heart with daggers.
then she is consider a terrible +horrible creature.
y should us be so heartbroken wit wat had past.
since we stil hv a long-to -go future.

n hw can i believe someone who oways seems to be happy who greet others wit 'hi',tell jokes,chit chatting happily ..
turn to be so different after lots of happiness.
if u r heartbroken..in totally desperate
n feel tat others should bear on u and care on u..
then mind wat u hv done.
nt juz complaining and revealing who n wat had make u in sadness.
somehow there 's one who still cares on wat u thinking.

plz dont held the responsibility on others.
since u r the one who has the greatest accountablility for tat.
feelings n heart r something tat unpredictable.
doing things against wat u hv spoke out loudly .
n stil try to shift away the blame from urself.
is the greatest disgrace for human being.
then u shall lose all the love u hv nw.

fnish bluffing=.=
back to my study........

不可思议=.=

2009年6月4日

今天从培南独中回来～
发生了不愉快的事••
发生了很荒谬~难以自信的事
就是向大家说的一样••
乐器（倍大，扬琴，cello和中阮）被遗留在巴士上••
我们分2俩bus~
我们是乘坐第2辆巴士~
我们的巴士回得比较迟••
当我们下车时第一辆巴士都已经走了••

当聪告诉我时••
我还真的不信~
我不相信竟然会发生那么过分的事••

那是事实••
很生气~
当时的我真的只想到‘过分’两个字••
他们怎么可以那么自私••
他们怎么可以让巴士走••
他们怎么可以看着乐器留在车上然后就离开••

是~
那些都不是属于你们的••
但是那些是华乐的~不只是我们的罢了
生气••当时我真的很生气
气他们的自私~
气他们为什么不提醒巴士司机~迟些才走
也气ajk为什么不看着乐器••不做好自己的责任
更气我的junior~因为她在第一辆巴士
我骂了她••她还一脸无辜无所谓
反而倒问我乐器在那里••
我不知道该气她~还是该体谅她还小

生气之下~我问了人
结果反倒被骂••
我承认我语气不好••
但那是我的极限~
如果觉得我很过分~我说'对不起'
真的觉得无话可说••失望+绝望~难过~
尤其对那位前任主席••

如果不愿意帮忙请出声••
请巴士等一等~我们会自己搬

如果大家手上都有乐器~
那可以请一个人帮帮忙看着剩下的乐器吗

如果看到还有乐器在车上~••
请让司机再等一下••

结果~~~~~~
还好~乐器没事••
只是盒子刮伤了点~
bass伤的最厉害••花了很多

在这件事上~
学会了更多••
我看到了有人愿意道歉及承担~
看到有人在推卸责任••
为自己找理由并解释但却觉得自己没错~
我对这个人失望透顶••
他由始至终依然是老样子••绝望
我看到亲情可贵••
看到宽恕是怎么回事~
学会从另一个角度看事••
那不是一个人的错~

如果觉得自己没错••而别人没有责怪你
请不要出声~请不要给脸色别人看~
请不要这样••这种人太令人讨厌

如果觉得自己有错••
请承认~请不要用生气的语气问别人解决的办法

如果是没有你的事••
请不要揣一脚好吗?

但是~
请记住一点••
AJK是有一定~有最最最大的责任（指的第一辆巴士）
上了宝贵的一课••
以后不会再发生这种事了••大家都有被警惕到

不要因为这件事而气馁••
继续加油

最大的宽恕是遗忘♥我做不到

发生了昨天那件事••
那是在与她吵架后的第一次坦荡荡的和她说话••
我自问没有错（在那件事上）••
所以我很笃定••也很勇敢••
大家都这么说••
那是因为我很坚信我的立场••
也希望为大家讨回公道••

原谅，那个曾经伤害你的人••
并不委屈♥
把别人犯的错••
放在心上不停repeat••
才是伤害自己••

我不知道上面说的是不是真理••
对过往伤害过我的人••
我都抱有原谅及和好的心态••
在觉得自己错时，还会和别人道歉••
但是对她我自问没有这种能耐••
并不是说我要捉着她的过错••
而是没有让我原谅她的余地••

事情上••
我觉得我错在我不想原谅她••
就算在他道歉后••
尤其知道那句对不起不是真诚的••
她说她不应该说对不起的••那是个错误
还有就是我的语气••
但是她的语气更差••说过的话更毒••更尖锐
造就了今天的局面••

以为我可以忘掉一切吗？
我可以忘记所有••
但是她的那些话••
我至今或以后都牢牢记住了••
所以我可以倒背如流••
别人当着你的面对你说否定你伤害你的话••
怎么可能忘记了••


我停不下来••
就算她在最后承认全是她的错••
那一刻••我释怀了
讨厌她的心突然柔弱下来••
我有想过原谅她••

但是原谅她后又怎样?
难道可以当什么事也没发生吗？
可以继续做朋友吗?

要是有半点牵强及虚伪••
原谅可以当作原谅吗？

我希望我可以做到宽恕••
每每看到听到宽恕是至高无上的••
我都想到这件事••
但是原谅我是个凡人••
我必须对自己的心诚实••
心怎样想就怎样做••
我不想自己有虚伪••

其实她承认完自己的错••
我也不懂事不是她真心的••
冷不防她又说是个错误••

所以我决定不要她的道歉••
不需要••因为我知道是她的错
就足够了•

她的道歉我承担不起••
我知道自己做不到••
大家可能会说忘记他拉••
可是事情不是发生在你的身上••
每一件事都有一个主角•
而他/她深感其受的是别人领略也体会不到的••
就算怎么细心了解也只有牵涉当中的人才了解••

最大的宽恕不是原谅，而是遗忘♥
希望我也可以遗忘••但那应该是若干年后的事吧••

后记♥♥♥♥
来到这里我要很感谢大家
谢，是第一个
guin
凌
她们正义的事情说出来••

还有宁，
让我有机会把事情摊开来说••

接下来是••

珊和象••
最后是
"a?是呱？不是哦”还是一样的花••
虽然她贡献不多••

最后我想说‘忘记’不是理由也不是原因••
忘记就真的可以解决事情吗？
一句忘记就想得到别人的体会和原谅是不行的••
不要把忘记作借口••
除了忘记带东西啦

还有不要一口否定别人••
不听别人的意见••
只一直站在自己的原点原地踏步••
把所有人说的话都反弹掉••
‘不是，听我说可以吗’是swayer的口头禅••

♣牵强与虚伪♣

很多人都知道我和swayer不合••

宁，花，慧和谢也是我们那geng的••

其实追朔回以前••是宁和她先吵的

我是次者••

因为他实在很过分••讲了很多伤人的话

我觉得我自己蛮像刺猬••

如果别人伤害了我~他肯定死无全尸

我一定会要他好看••

要是严重的话，我也不屑和他交朋友••

因为没有必要~

抄袭中五华文的一句话：

真正的友情是容不下一点牵强和虚伪的

坦白说，和swayer闹翻我并没有一点难过••

我不像宁~也不像花

宁会为她们友情逾期而感到难过••

徘徊在和好与变成仇人的那条线••

花常常都做中立那个••

站在中间~谁也犯不着得罪

其实这样也蛮好••

但是我做不到~

而且我不是忍气吞声的那种人••

遇到什么不如意的事都会出声~

所以我基本上不会逆来顺受`

其实我觉得我很极端~

讨厌一个人可以恨他很得很彻底••

看到他就觉得他很面目可憎~

以往我都会原谅与别人和好~

但是对swayer是完全没有可能•
幸好我和他不是很熟••

所以我并没有伤心失去了朋友~

因为她不影响我的生活••

之前被朋友伤害过••

让我更加相信朋友信不过••

没有真正的好朋友••

不是悲观~是事实

最好的朋友在抉择你和他的情人时也会把重心放在后者••

再好的朋友也可能抹黑你••

人就是那么爱猜疑和狡猾~

但是~还没说完

但是我还是有一班好朋友••

不至于无所不谈~也不至于什么事都摊开来讲

但是却都是真心真诚的•~

友谊万岁……^^

无谓的执著☻

学校请了一个很无理头~没有文化
又不懂人情世故••讨人厌
和不分青红皂白骂人的security guard~
她的physical appearance和她的职业并不相称••
因为她很胖••应该有70-80kg吧••
我也很怀疑有贼时她能跑得动吗？
或许她可以坐摩托车去追吧••

很幸运的给我找到了这个图~其实很像她本人
也是那么的胖~也常坐摩托车在校园范围内走来走去
而且她摩托后面真的有个箱子的••哈哈哈


但是我想她的工作并不是追贼~
而是骂人••
学校今年换了新政策••
凡是家长的车都不能进入学校范围••
只能停在外面等孩子••
其实大家都有很多的不满••
但是在情急时，或者需要时都应该给些许宽容吧？
但是这个guard实在太令人反感••
她以为她做的是尽忠职守吧~或许
但是她也是个成人了 ••
很多事情不能看开一点吗？
一定要大闹~让大家的心情都受她影响••
结果最后换来的是大家的咒骂••
不晓得他是以什么样的心情去做这份工作•

先说说发生在我本身的事情~
当然与她有密切关系••
12月放假时我们一家人就去学校看看我弟弟是念什么班的~
结果出乎我们的预料外••
她竟然不让我们进去~
我们再三request，说只是进去看一看就出来了~
但她依然不给••
她说我们错过了进去看的时间~
要我们开学才看~
那也就算了~
当时食堂的老板要从学校出来••
那当然要经过大门~
她当然要开门让她出去~
他就开了一个小小的门~
但是足以让她出去•
妈妈当然是让她先出~
谁知她和那老板串通••
那老板的车塞在门口~
示意我们退后~
然后他就关上了门~
后来我们放弃了••
我阿姨还大骂她bodoh~

但是，经历了那么多••
她依然是老样子~
她和swayer是同一type的~
今天，一个aunty把她的motor驾进来~
她说要进去找她的女儿吧。。
但是她听不懂马来语••
所以不知道那个guard叫她签名•
后来她就误会aunty了••
她以为aunty骂她••其实她并没有骂那个肥guard的
他就说‘不要以为我听不懂华语！你几十岁人了，还不会用脑！’
那个guard这样骂他~
大家听到看到都为她打抱不平••
叫那aunty和她女儿走~
不用理他••
那个guard要那个女生给她她的名字和班级~
其实那女生毫不知情的•
结果她不愿意给~她就拉着她说要带她去见pn.neela~
真得很可怜~

结果她还是给了名字••
肥guard实在太可恶了••
其实她太执著了~
何必呢？

后记：
因为执著，换来伤心~
在钢筋水泥的城市中，
我们都在坚持，不肯放弃。
当我们放下心中的执著，
不再有执著••
有的会是对过去的深深回忆•
和对未来的些许期望吧~

的确，执著能给人近似无穷的动力，
打开通往光明的大道。
但也有部分人也因过分的执著而埋没了自己的一生。

退一步风平浪静，忍一时还阔天空
p/s 除了对swayer,因为她实在无药可救！