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8.30.2009

2 more days..struggling

two more days ..
hv to sit 4 my trial..
study 4 the history the whole day.
=.=veri tired indeed.
spent hours n hours on the books.

went for breakfast today.
in the beginning,i was reluctant to wake up.
same to my bro n sis ..
n since my mom n dad knocked the door in turn..
REPEATEDLY..
n getting louder n louder...
i knew it is impossible to go against them.
it's juz 9.00a.m. ..plz

then later..i was quite regret
bt it had come to a point of no u-turn.
i hv to follow my mum's schedule.
a series of visitings..
my plans to finish the works ruined..
my mum insisted that i must relax n unwind myself.
n so..without the ability to revolt.
i jz followed her.

luckily.
i hv some funs there..
with my youngest cousin..^^

8.25.2009

^^morning

Morning^^
it turn to become a habit of mine.
sleep in late night n juz wake up quite early in the morning.
bt it would hv back to normal once the exam is over.
i think=.=

once in a time,
11p.m is my limit..
n i juz can nt stand to study in the late night.
bt nw........................
i hv to bear my sleepiness and stare n the booksssssssss.

n i must hv some fun before suffering..keke
hence,before all the books n exercises.
i must hv my pc n tv.^^
otherwise....
i will be easily distracted n cannt focus well on my books later..
keep on thinking on my favuorite games n tv programmes.

well..............yesterday the same case happened to me.
i happened to c a veri attractive programme.
"Miss Hong Kong''..
n i cant stop my eyes from watching it.
fine..in the end
i spent hours to finish the whole programme.

.........................................bck to my study
LoLZZZZzzzzzzzzzz

8.23.2009

recent feelings=.=a nasty person

mind is spinning with those facts..
time for me to have a small rest.
n i hv chosen to voice up my feelings here..

y ppl love to pretend so much.?
wearing those mask n keep on hurting other feelings?
y ppl did thing against their mind?
questioning..i'm looking for answer
wat is the motive?
n wat is the benefits of getting so much ppl sighing,crying for oneself.
izzit ..juz wit such a way
one would feel happy as the whole world is going after her?

if one would gain their happiness by such a way of piercing others heart with daggers.
then she is consider a terrible +horrible creature.
y should us be so heartbroken wit wat had past.
since we stil hv a long-to -go future.

n hw can i believe someone who oways seems to be happy who greet others wit 'hi',tell jokes,chit chatting happily ..
turn to be so different after lots of happiness.
if u r heartbroken..in totally desperate
n feel tat others should bear on u and care on u..
then mind wat u hv done.
nt juz complaining and revealing who n wat had make u in sadness.
somehow there 's one who still cares on wat u thinking.

plz dont held the responsibility on others.
since u r the one who has the greatest accountablility for tat.
feelings n heart r something tat unpredictable.
doing things against wat u hv spoke out loudly .
n stil try to shift away the blame from urself.
is the greatest disgrace for human being.
then u shall lose all the love u hv nw.

fnish bluffing=.=
back to my study........

8.22.2009

In the hell!OMG

the holiday has started.
Ya..it will be a wonderful one without the presence of my trial exam.
no fun,no shopping and my life has to be like tat..
as they said'as simple as possible'..ya..
while i hv to accept it..with no excuses

books and exercise instead of computer games and tv befriended me..
it has been a long suffer before the exam..
keep on studying,complete all the homeworks..
revising,attending tuition class..
and the worse,rush to complete the syllabus
since there are still many chapters tat we hv to catch on.
n wat i feel is,teachers soon turn to become a totally different person
able to finish the chapters in a blinking of eye..
still hoping tat we are able to 'digest' what they hv fed to us.
getting excellent result and trying to comfort us it's doesnt a matter
it will be fine....

OMG..
nw i found tat it a sin to keep my eye away from the book..
n tv and pc seems to be a guilty of mine..
since i am still sitting in front of it..
typing these nonsence..
wat type of life and i am committing an offense nw!!!

1st sept is approaching..
n nw i am in hard work to finish my history book
it's doesnt a problem if i am able to memorize all tat bullshit wit juz reading on it once..
bt nt!!
juz in a 2 and 3 day times..
what i hv disgested seems to be start missing..
it would totally drive me crazy!

n i hv to thank george for calling me n sending the email to me..
thanks for what u hv done..
as it might be veri helpful to me..
tq

8.02.2009

祝我生日快乐♥




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AORAN♥
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME♥

哈哈哈`今天一起身心情就超级好
生日心情特别好••

应该是收到大家的祝福♥♥
谢谢你们

一起身••
想到我的同学pavithra也是今天生日••
所以也send了个生日快乐给她♥
哈哈••不过都挺没良心
昨晚还没睡都不send去••
不过是因为忘记了••••••

感谢大家•••
我又要颁奖了••

这次的第一名就是宁••
她说她等到顶不顺了••
他要睡了••那时是11点35分
结果••她是最早的••哈哈
算你啦

有很多个都超准时的列••
芷晶♥
阿梅••
徐家俊••
chin how••

还有♥
pguin
志荣
lean tong
慧柔
俊贤
阿强
刘俊杰
georgie
lee chung guan
清环
萱凌
阿周

pavithra
智勇
燕萍
芫婷
国耀
敏敏
以善
家杰

当然还有我妈妈••
她一早就问‘今天不是你生日乜?’
我就笑咯••
哈哈••他就很搞笑
说‘happybirthday’••

然后爸爸又问我又没去庆祝••
我说当然有拉••哈哈
然后他竟说我又异性,没人性••
真是阿••

谢谢大家的祝福••
感谢你们••♥

8.01.2009

16岁♥最后的一天


16岁最后的一天了••
今天还可以算16岁11个月又29天对吧?
呜呜呜••
又老一岁了••

首先♥
我要非常感谢我爸爸妈妈把我生出来••
真的很感谢你们••
还有我的家人••••••••♥我的挚爱
17年来对我的爱护和支持••

还有••
我所有的朋友们••姐妹们••
感谢你们••
我的家族成员•••♥
超爱你们••
但是虽然爱你们不过还是不可以那样叫我啊••
组员们♥姐妹们



guin


2$
georgie
我的好朋友♥♥♥

当然要感谢我的宠物••乌龟♥
在我的过渡期默默支持我••
虽然是无声支持••
放心••我决定不卖你们了

还有••我的公仔们
和你们一起17年了••
你们还是老样子••♥
超爱你们••

还有谢谢那些我的老师和同学们••
还有我最看不顺眼的swayer小姐••
让我们友谊永固阿••♥哈哈
放心••我们还是会一样的和你抗战到底的
你的存在••让我们的生活生色不少

16岁结束咯••
我要迈向未来了••
展望我的十七岁••

谢谢十六年以来爱过我的人••
对我好的,关心我的•♥

朋友们••原谅我做错的
除了swayer••
我不会原谅你的••哈哈♥

感谢大家••我永远爱你们

7.31.2009

鋼琴考試••••○○○

鋼琴考試阿•••

一早就出發••緊張
結果去到laila~
妹妹忘記帶身份證••
給ms lai罵了一餐••
回家拿••

車上超擠••4人做後面
遇到文雅••還好有她
另兩個都是印度同胞••


去到casuarina hotel••
在waiting room等了2個小時••
又怕~又悶

輪到我時就很怕••
進到裏面••看到考官
金頭髮•藍眼睛••
很高大的女人••
她很友善••
我一進去••想和她說good morning
沒等我開口••
她就greet我'morning'!
真的很不錯的考官••

但是我的pieces有點不順••
sight reading更加不用説••
希望順利過關••
應該pass吧♥


pguin和花是唯一穿校服去的••
哈哈••
因爲老師說最好穿‘裙仔’••
結果他們就穿着uniform••去啦


花和我拉••



half of me••pguin••n flower



register的馬來姐姐••
我們生番到去跟她拍~
她應該受驚若寵吧••
如果可以進去找考官拍照••
我看我們也夠膽去拍的♥哈哈
pillow很大••在lobby等車


發現燈很cutie••
像魚丸••
p/s♥♥考試告一段落••
真是台下十年工•台下一分鐘

7.30.2009

全班出遊♥♥

今天全班27個人去了rakan muda的一個kem••
只有幾個人沒有去罷了••
所以幾乎整輛巴士都是我們班的••

12點出發•
1點多抵達••
2點吃東西••
誰知道~~~~
他竟然沒有提供湯匙和叉給我們••
丫~~~~
結果我們就用手吃••
第一次~
結果大家都吃不完~
有些人還把西瓜當成湯匙••
我就用手~
但拿上來的飯幾乎都掉回進碗里••
真辛苦~
奇怪的體驗•••••


阿倫在示範用手吃飯~哈哈


巴士上~俊賢和花



我和艮炎••


我和花



agn~



我和花•••


寧和我••

合照•••♥☻


burger好圓阿••
好好吃~
哈哈••我們很多要求
其實是我比較多~
不要chili sauce~又要black pepper suace
等下又不要bawang••
可是那些賣burger的都很friendly••
換作在和丰一定給人罵••
很好吃••
有很多料的••^^
6點多才回到••
7點才到家~超累○○○

7.26.2009

和丰嘉年華••

學校舉辦了和丰嘉年華會••
幾乎所有學生都有參與的••
辦了2天••
我們就去了兩天••

第一天又商業展覽••
我們去測了科學指紋••
然後有去參加書法比賽••
還有幫忙帶參加繪畫比賽的小朋友••
忙忙忙••

第二天是義賣會••
全家人都出動了••
結果買了很多東西回家••
幾乎什麽活動都有參與••


給小朋友玩的••


石頭展覽••這塊是肥豬肉


盆景••


這是唐三藏取西經•••



小丑派氣球••我和翠儀是最後獲得氣球的••


寶寶在肚子裏••超級像


翠儀的氣球••很可愛的teddy bear
她今天生日••所以那麽幸運



我就•••••swan
最後爆了••壯烈犧牲


這是棉花糖••要粘很久才又一小塊
真的是用糖倒下去做的列••
第一次自己卷棉花糖♥



小丑叔叔超友善••
我排了兩次隊••哈哈


k型棉花糖♥

♥photo♥

還有些照片~
















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