Oh, i can't believe this year is half gone.T.T Looking back on what I've done this year, overall i felt satisfied. It's exam season again, and I don't know why my exam period was always full with disaster. Well, it started with the Ms.Forgetful forgot to bring her scientific calculator for exam purpose.I was like 'Oh shit!' at first and 'Okie Dokie' because at least I got my senior's calculator borrowed. Happily, with my 'borrowed' calculator, I sat for my first exam "Organic Chemistry". I really don't know why I was so convinced that I've brought along my calculator, and apparently it's not T.T I was still searching for it in the last minutes before the exam started. Gosh, I even thought someone had taken it purposely or accidentally. So, I was damn nervous in the exam hall, thinking that 'I've got my senior's calculator stolen', 'I've to buy another for him later.', 'Where can I buy it?', 'Why am I so ridiculous and careless?'
In the end, I found it lying on my desk in the room. Oh...........Relieved. *speechless*
:x not to mention half way in the exam, my sandals was broken. I had to take off the rubber band used to bunched up my stationery to bundle up my broken sandals and my feet. Then, when I was telling my roommate about this, she stepped on my sandals and my fragile rubber band broken. And....both of us burst into laughter.
Then, I started to have back pain after that evening. I thought my sleeping postures was not proper so I just ignored it. In the night, I popped in a fever pill because I sensed my body was not in good condition.
I was sick the next day. That was my first time leaving the exam hall before the actual exam time is over. Feeling guilty indeed, but I've struggled so long to leave the hall. There's no point I stay inside, I couldn't survive the next day if I don't get enough rest.
In the night, I went to see the doctor with Mei Fang after she urging me to do so. I was diagnosed with kind of infection (Don't really want to make it public, so if you know me, you will know).
This whole week had been a total torture, with relapsing fever days and night, no appetite, lost of interest, muscle cramps, flatulence. Sometimes, my body was shivered uncontrollably, if I could count, it has to be 2-3 times in 1 second---which is really super duper killing me.
I can't really let myself to rest even though my body had sent me warning and alerts because of the exam. If my screwed the exam, I would be really really upset.
Meanwhile, from this incident, I've learnt more. There's something more important than exam, and sometimes I've learnt to let go as what my dad, mum and xt believed. If I were to choose, I know I need to opt for health and rest so that they wouldn't be so worried about me. Mum and dad even uttered out the sentence "Can you postponed your exam?". I was so touched when hearing mum saying she wouldn't let me leaving for Penang if my condition do not get better.
Yes, exam is not everything. I know I have been treated this thing a little bit too serious. I promised I will learn to relax, okay? So, my body, treat me better?
Today I'm feeling better. :D Aza Aza Fighting.
I shall never lose hope.
One more to go before my holiday! Hehe.Chiang Mai I'm coming Yo!~
Thanks for going through high and low with me Babe Xt.!
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