when people need you, they just come over to say thankyou and take something you have from you
when you are not needed, they don't even glance and think of you for a second

Everyone is just so selfish.

Analyse me

That day I accidentally came across a post about introverted personality.Then I copied the link and showed it to Xt to get a validation from him as I found a lot of 'BINGOs' when I scrolled down the post.

So, Xt instantly replied me 'Not Really' in the chat box.

In the past few years I really do find myself to be more withdrawn and inward, maybe not in all circumstances but I do think a lot before I talk and act nowadays. Where the H is the extrovert and talkative me? Went escaped for so long?!

You might not agree with me, because you only see the outside-me.

The inside me do have a lot complicated mixing feelings that tangled up. I think too much wtf. I am kind of person who don't follow the norm. When the crowds decide to parade on the right, I go to the left.

When I think something is not right, I am not going to be quiet. When I see lousy people talking and doing craps,  I showed it on my face.But I start thinking do I overreact and most of the time I think I should just keep my mouth shut and don't let the feelings leak out.Oh babe, I know it's not polite to do that but trust me, I'm improving that side of me. Yeay, perhaps one day--I don't know on which marvelous day, I could conceal my feelings and behave like a total grown up.

I know this is part of everyone's growing phase.

Let's me show you some examples. I was in the pharmacy helping out, and when the customers flooded the pharmacy and I couldn't get them the correct medicine they want ---with one of them staring at me wanting their Kanolone and one of them is a Doctor who demanding a Levocetrizine but didn't specify the brand. So I ended up giving the orange color Kanolone which supposed to be the only sound-alike brand but still the customers insisted that the packing is not the same. And you got doubled stressed-up because another doctor customer was watching you searching high and low for the drugs while she was not served.

Tensed up situation like this can really made me so so so panic. I don't know how was my face expression, but quite certain it was a total panic I-don't-know-what-to-do face.

It's time to learn some grown-up behavior. To be calm outside with butterflies flapping in the stomach.

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Learning it bit by bit. Just a matter of time.

JJ Lin Timeline World Tour 2013

Aloha, I think JJ Lin Timeline Concert worth me to spare some time writing about it despite quiz is coming tomorrow.=P

Imma so so so excited because I finally got to attend a concert. And the first ever concert for this 21-years-old girl was proudly devoted to my all time favourite JJ Lin. To trace the history, I started listening to his song when I was in form 1 or 2. And there goes my forever favourite song 一千年以后 that I can repeatedly played using the ancient CD player during those days.

I love the song to an extent I got very familiar to all the songs in that album.

When I started to learn guitar, this song eventually comes to my list of songs-to-learn.

7 Dec 2013 marked a memorable moment that I finally went to support JJ whose songs accompanied me throughout my high school and Uni like after 8-9 years of secretly admiring him. *Xt don't jelous please*

TIMELINE is the theme of the concert.I love the concept very much and love how JJ introduced and leaded us into the main idea of his concert. Everyone has different perception towards TIME, some wish to speed it up, some want to slow it down;while others wish to freeze the time and even wants to manipulate the time to reverse certain incidents.

But Time never listened to a single person, whether you like it or not, it will just go as the pace it should be. So no matter what is it, be realistic, be happy and appreciate everything you possess at this moment.

There's a touching video in the concert about TIMELINE that inspired me a lot *Secretly wipe off tears* but I could find it in youtube./.\

Despite being friendly boy, JJ showed us his different sides of being energetic, sentimental, loving, rocking and even hot and sexy! Ahaha. I certainly love the part he sang 一千年以后 because you know right, that's my favourite.So when he sang it out so softly, I was instantly melted hehe. The water-splashing part where he tore his singlets and danced like nobody else watching was absolutely amazing too!

Li Xian said she would love to have some splashing water from JJ but we certainly not going to have it because the water is never going to spill so far to reach us at PS2. So, only the VVIP and VIP whose tickets worth twice of us deserve to get the water and handshake from JJ.

p/s: I'm so rational to an extent I think to myself that I certainly don't like water splashed on my face and shirt. But if it were sprinkling water like drizzles one I would love it. Terms and conditions: Only from JJ lol!

So I asked Xt who went for his丁当concert without me to compare the two concerts he attended. He loves this one even more. =P

Basically, we all went crazy for JJ. All the screaming and shouting were made and I shook my glow stick so violently that its star head loosen and broke off at the beginning of the show. Luckily Xt was there to fix it for me, otherwise I got no glow stick for me to express my excitement.=P


The official color is purple, so we all bought purple glow sticks to be more attached to the concert and JJ. Ahaha, I purposely put on my purple pants that Lorna misinterpreted it as blue to show my support!


That's all the thoughts from me.Gtg. Bye. Till next time.......
#JJLIN #JJLINCONCERT

Couldn't contain the excitement! <3 p="">

Before the concert we went for a nearby cafe Zakka Plus to feed ourselves so that we can be more energetic.Let's the photos do the rest of the talking.

I love brownies!

Real bye this time!

Random thoughts

It ain't easy to look for someone who loves you unconditionally.

To fully understand you and you can give your 100% trust to.

And it was surprising to know that people out there jelly of this relationship.

I think we should preciously conserve this love.Hopefully not to bring any disappointment. =P

Received a complaint saying that I kept quite a distance from him in the photo.

I wanna stay with minions ma, cannot meh?

p/s: Busy day ahead.Back to notes.Bye.

With love, Aoran.

Xt's 22nd

October is a special month for us ;) Taddaa...Xt's birthday!!

This year I'm not going to celebrate with him on the exact birthday date as usual :( When on Earth can we have a proper birthday celebration on 8th?! As his biggest fan ever, I want him to be happy on this very special day.

I literally mean the date before as well.

He knew there should be some sort of celebration for him since I went back on 4th October. So, he kept asking where were we going to celebrate. So I randomly spoke of OIC Cafe that we intended to visit---to fool him up. Purposely sound like very cincai Haha.

By the way, I already booked for a dinner in Saigon Hibachi, a blend of Japanese and Vietnamese cuisine.I have google-d the place and was quite confident that I'm able to reach it. To surprise him even more, I purposely wanted to be his chauffeur of the day. So, after dressing up,I secretly drove to his home.

And to my surprise, he has arrived at my home while I reached his doorstep. Such a failure lol. Why can't you obediently stay at home and wait?

And yea, I know this restaurant located on Jalan Medan Ipoh 4 which is same row with Station One. To avoid getting lost, I asked xt to direct me to Station One. He was quite disappointing thinking that we were going there. He told me he wouldn't  get off the car  if I brought him there.

Ahaha,so I parked my car in front of Saigon Hibachi and he was so surprised that I brought him here.And I fooled him even more with a cupcake I brought, saying that that's the cake we going to put some candles on it. He believed it! lol. He took the cupcakes off the car and wanted to bring it for celebration.

Very hilarious lah this person. So I took out the real cake I hidden underneath the seat.=P And he was once again surprised.

To be honest, I love the atmosphere in Saigon Hibachi.And of course, the food! Since groupon offered us Shiro Tataki Maki (Fish roll with Unagi souce), Terriyaki chicken and two apple ciders drink. I was attracted by Apple Ciders included in this deal.We add on more vietnamese food which was mouth-watering and unique.

This veitnamese styled grilled chicken is super delicious!

This guy is really sweet!

Picture of the day:

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Hope you love the video and the gift!

#10 Waverock

It has been a month since Australia's trip, but I still haven't done blogging about it =P Btw, I'll keep this up and finish the stories....So, this blog post is about Waverock, Hyden....

Wavelike rock

Little facts about Wawerock: Wave Rock is a natural rock formation that is shaped like a tall breaking ocean wave. The "wave" is about 14 m (46 ft) high and around 110 m (360 ft) long. It forms the north side of a solitary hill, which is known as "Hyden Rock." 

Despite its wave-like looking, it has nothing to do with the ocean.

So basically we took a ride of almost 5-6 hours to reach Waverock. We coincidentally bumped into a family of Malaysian in this road trip. Well, aunty complained that it was quite boring as we had to sit in the car for so long. True, a long journey to go.

I fell into deep slumbers for a couples of time.

Some said the trip did not worth.As we had to travel so far just to look at some rocks. Ahaha. TRUE. But it was no ordinary rocks, they are stunning multicolour granite 2700-million-years-old rock hoho. That's what makes it different after all.

So we walked and walked, climbed the stairs and yea, we are on top of the Waverock. A whole flat, hard piece of rock.

Up on the waverock.

A bright and sunny afternoon

In fact the Waverock is just a part of the Hyden Rock. It is the most outstanding landform so it is the all-time-favourite.

Xt couldn't even open his eyes lol

Very cacat self shot.

Xt's random panaroma shoot with me in the middle =P

Tried to do some wave-surfing postures but unfortunately failed..Too steep lah.

Freedom in heart!

xt so cute!

Then, our tour guide drove us to Hippo's Yawn. Another natural monument that resembles a Hippopotamus with its big mouth opened as if it is yawning. 

If you aren't a 'rock' person, you definitely going to find it boring. But then it was my first time seeing a giant surf-like rock, I was quite happy to see it with my own eyes. =)

Look at the rock behind me!

We also stopped by a Dog Cemetery--A place where the owners buried their beloved dog. Dog's grave yard with their names and some touching messages on the tombstones. Some of the dogs were buried in 1960 something. Maybe some of them had reincarnated into human in this 21st century, who knows?.... =D

Then we were there to listen to the Aboriginal's legend of Mulka. Hmm..a scary story.

Here you go:
The story is real and it happened 300 years ago. Mulka was born with crossed-eyed because his mother married a man she not supposed to. In older days, there were some forbidden marriage where two persons with different society ranks were not meant to be together. Mulka's mother went against the norm, thus Mulka was punished as a result. Mulka was a tall man but he greatly suffered from his disabilities. He was disgraced by his people. Mulka was angry and wanted to revenge.

He then kidnapped children, brought them to a cave where he torn them and ate them up. He ended up killing his own mother when she came to advise him to turn a new leaf. His people hunted Mulka for his cruelty and inhumanity. They killed Mulka and left his bodies eaten by the ants.

The cave is inside there. Dark and creepy.

Nowadays, they used the story to warn children not to sway in the night.

The aboriginal has moved away from this place because they believed Mulka evil spirit were still there in the cave. There were also an incident where people moved into Hyden sensed that this place was evil and they moved the second day.(This person knew nothing about this Aboriginal story)

Haha, the story is quite creepy huhh......

End the story with a picture of me with cute pine cone...=P